Wednesday, March 11, 2009
March 11, 2009
Okay, well its not really march 11, it past but today is just an ordinary day. I just gotta do my project. bye ;D
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
March 10, 2009
Hey loves,
Wow, my cousin has facebook! My sister was saying she's such a poser. She looks pretty to me. My sister is even a poser too. Haha. Today I had work, I was actually happy I am working. I'll be getting my paycheck this week. Yes! At least I have money for movies, maybe bowling too. I was the first one to say happy birthday to dylan. I'm so proud of my self. Hehe. Omg. My ex snobbed me off, I was going to say hi but he rushed past me. Wow. It hurted though, I started to cry. But I quickly recovered. Cause I'm good like that! Hahaha.
Not much happened, I saw my friend Pauline, and then I saw like him and some of my friends, well his too.
Nothing much happened so I'll leave it to this. Bye ;D
Wow, my cousin has facebook! My sister was saying she's such a poser. She looks pretty to me. My sister is even a poser too. Haha. Today I had work, I was actually happy I am working. I'll be getting my paycheck this week. Yes! At least I have money for movies, maybe bowling too. I was the first one to say happy birthday to dylan. I'm so proud of my self. Hehe. Omg. My ex snobbed me off, I was going to say hi but he rushed past me. Wow. It hurted though, I started to cry. But I quickly recovered. Cause I'm good like that! Hahaha.
Not much happened, I saw my friend Pauline, and then I saw like him and some of my friends, well his too.
Nothing much happened so I'll leave it to this. Bye ;D
Monday, March 9, 2009
March 09, 2009
Hey... sigh... today he was limping, i wanted to ask if he was alright. But once he saw my mouth open. He turned the other way and talked to somebody, that really hurted. Since he sits behind me in english class he always talks loud behind me.
He talks to this girl, she's awesome though. But it seems like he's following her to much. D; Like when she was going to go up to te teacher to ask something, he follows but just stands there. Then once she's done, she goes back to her seat and he follows with.
It really hurts, but I can't do anything. I don't want him more upset. I don't want to make his ulser worse than it is already. I really do want him happy.
Other than that, its one of my best friends birthday in a couple of hours. Going to say happy birthday ;D its going to be hot! Tehe. I skipped my afternoon classes, I felt sick.
Hmm, nothing else about my day. Oh yeah its my cousin's birthday. I miss her, I miss everyone in the philippines actually... Well I hope Ate Jeddah has a wonderful birthday.
He talks to this girl, she's awesome though. But it seems like he's following her to much. D; Like when she was going to go up to te teacher to ask something, he follows but just stands there. Then once she's done, she goes back to her seat and he follows with.
It really hurts, but I can't do anything. I don't want him more upset. I don't want to make his ulser worse than it is already. I really do want him happy.
Other than that, its one of my best friends birthday in a couple of hours. Going to say happy birthday ;D its going to be hot! Tehe. I skipped my afternoon classes, I felt sick.
Hmm, nothing else about my day. Oh yeah its my cousin's birthday. I miss her, I miss everyone in the philippines actually... Well I hope Ate Jeddah has a wonderful birthday.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
March 08, 2009
Hey its Joyce,
Today wasn't that bad. Last night, I was thinking of him. I couldn't sleep, its really hard. I try to talk to him but he has this look in his eyes that says, 'don't go near me'.
Anyways, I went shopping with my mom, my sister got jealous. She wanted to shop too but she went out. Tehe. <3
I decided to post my daily things till graduation, maybe more. I would love to look back at what I wrote. But that was mainly it. That was mostly my day. =]
Love you,
Joyzipie<3
Today wasn't that bad. Last night, I was thinking of him. I couldn't sleep, its really hard. I try to talk to him but he has this look in his eyes that says, 'don't go near me'.
Anyways, I went shopping with my mom, my sister got jealous. She wanted to shop too but she went out. Tehe. <3
I decided to post my daily things till graduation, maybe more. I would love to look back at what I wrote. But that was mainly it. That was mostly my day. =]
Love you,
Joyzipie<3
Saturday, March 7, 2009
March 07, 2009
Wow, I haven't been on for a while.
Like practically a year.
The last time I was on here, I was waiting for my crush. It finally did happen on March 20, 2008. I was really happy. Two months after we got together, it was the best. I had the best smiles, laughs, and fun memories. Then six months, we got into little arguements every single day. The next couple of months were difficult, really difficult. I couldn't take it any longer, it felt like he didn't love me after all. Everyone was supporting me and him.
Sadly, he was telling me how my friends are choosing sides. It isn't like that. My friends want both of us happy no matter what happened to us. It felt like he wanted people to choose his side.
I know I've done wrong, but doesn't mean that you have to tell everyone that talks to you about it.
I'm really hurting and I know your hurting too, but did you ever consider my feelings when we were going out.
Throughout the six months we were arguing it was always because of what I did. Okay, I'm technically slow and not that smart but he always says, 'Your dumb.' 'Don't you get it?' These words really hurt me, but he says sorry after. But then he says it over and over again. He doesn't like some of my guy friends. But he'll have to live with it because I love my friends to death and I don't want to lose anyone because of one person. This really hurted me for months.
He swears alot at me and calls me names and he knows that I don't like that. But it always keeps coming.
Our last month together.. it was hectic. He told something he wasn't suppose to tell. It was my secret. He told my friends and they asked me if it was true. I couldn't lie. I cried every day because of this. He kept talking about it. All of my friends are annoyed because of him saying this stuff. It was private. My privacy.
Everyone says its not worth it. What can I do...
Nowadays, he's avoiding me, and I feel he doesn' t like me the same way anymore. I still miss him. I look at him every day. Seeing his smile on other girls faces, laughing. It definitely hurts. But I know what to do now...
Move on...
Like practically a year.
The last time I was on here, I was waiting for my crush. It finally did happen on March 20, 2008. I was really happy. Two months after we got together, it was the best. I had the best smiles, laughs, and fun memories. Then six months, we got into little arguements every single day. The next couple of months were difficult, really difficult. I couldn't take it any longer, it felt like he didn't love me after all. Everyone was supporting me and him.
Sadly, he was telling me how my friends are choosing sides. It isn't like that. My friends want both of us happy no matter what happened to us. It felt like he wanted people to choose his side.
I know I've done wrong, but doesn't mean that you have to tell everyone that talks to you about it.
I'm really hurting and I know your hurting too, but did you ever consider my feelings when we were going out.
Throughout the six months we were arguing it was always because of what I did. Okay, I'm technically slow and not that smart but he always says, 'Your dumb.' 'Don't you get it?' These words really hurt me, but he says sorry after. But then he says it over and over again. He doesn't like some of my guy friends. But he'll have to live with it because I love my friends to death and I don't want to lose anyone because of one person. This really hurted me for months.
He swears alot at me and calls me names and he knows that I don't like that. But it always keeps coming.
Our last month together.. it was hectic. He told something he wasn't suppose to tell. It was my secret. He told my friends and they asked me if it was true. I couldn't lie. I cried every day because of this. He kept talking about it. All of my friends are annoyed because of him saying this stuff. It was private. My privacy.
Everyone says its not worth it. What can I do...
Nowadays, he's avoiding me, and I feel he doesn' t like me the same way anymore. I still miss him. I look at him every day. Seeing his smile on other girls faces, laughing. It definitely hurts. But I know what to do now...
Move on...
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